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inkyarcturus · 19 days ago
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One of the things I always consider within the context of the wizarding world and the consequences of having magical powers is the idea of consent within the story.
(I’m sorry this will likely be very rambly and unfocused)
Within book 6 (The half blood prince) we get introduced to the idea of love potions and the consequences of them when utilized on a person. This is a nonconsensual act using potions to force another person to “love” another, including forcing them to kiss, have sex with, and be so devoted that they would be willing to do anything for a person.
Yet, it is still treated as a joke/not that serious within the story (Romilda Vane attempting to drug Harry).
The introduction of this potion was one of the first things that made me look back at past charms, spells, potions etc. that would be in direct violation of a persons consent which is treated nonchalantly by the characters in the wizarding world.
In book 2 (the chamber of secrets) we get introduced to the idea of the oblivious charm, used by Lockhart to alter a persons memory. We are told this is wrong, but most of the moral dilemma is focused on the fact that Lockhart is stealing credit for the acts of others, NOT that it is a spell done without consent which could have devastating affects on a persons psyche.
We get a glimpse of these affects in book 5 where we see Lockhart still affected by the backfired spell, unable to remember his actions.
The reason why I am focusing on this charm in particular, is that Hermione used it on her parents. Unconsensually deleting their memories of her and moving them to another country. Essentially making the choice for them on whether or not they would be involved in the war and their daughter’s life.
I feel this is not given nearly as much focus as it should be in the canon or fanon, they could have had their memories permanently removed, if done wrong there could have been permanent brain damage?
But this also hints at the fact that other magical folk have been using memory charms on muggles forever, as seen in book 3 w Aunt Marge. Now, we all don’t like her, but that doesn’t mean someone’s memory should be altered or completely removed without their consent. The idea of someone unknowingly rummaging around in your thought, memories and overall mind is horrifying, especially when you won’t even remember it after.
There’s also the whole, Dudley’s pig tail and the twins joke candy on Dudley. Both being horrible pranks to experience and the first he had to get surgery to remove. Neither of these he consented to experiencing yet are treated as jokes. Wizards have a sense of superiority to muggles to the point that they are willing to overlook their opinions, even the pro-muggle wizards do this.
While I focused mostly on wizards not respecting the consent of muggles, this is absolutely seen between wizards as well.
We all know the scene of Snape being held upside down and stripped by James.
Draco being transformed into a ferret by “moody”
Hell, the entire idea of imperio? Which, side note, how the fuck did “moody” get no repercussions for using on a student? Even with consent, that spell makes it impossible to opt out once under UNLESS you are powerful enough to break through, which is never a guarantee.
Children are given a weapon at ELEVEN which could theoretically be made to make other people do whatever they want. These kids should absolutely be taught about the ethical and moral usage of magic!!!!
I don’t know if any of this made any sense, but just, I think more people in fanfics should focus on the idea of consent within the magical world and how it should be treated with respect.
Heir to the House of Prince mentions it, and I just need m o r e.
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ravenoclock · 1 month ago
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@labyrinthhofmymind
It’s that time again
the following content contains spoilers on a fic called presque vu by bizzarestars
SO
Chapter 25
- Sirius trying to convince Remus that he’ll be the better parent figure
- SIRIUS’ MENTAL HEALTH
OH MY FUCKING GID. AND HE SAID IF HED STAYED WITH REMUS HE PROBABLY WOULDVE HAD A BETTER CHANCE AT HEALING??!!
CAN I DIE NOW
- Sirius calling him beautiful
Yes, she's biased towards him, but that has fuck all to do with his lycanthropy. In Sirius' eyes, Remus is better than anyone, werewolf or no.
(wolfstar in a nutshell)
TWUAIAJHDHWAJAJSOSOADHKSKAJDJSIAJIFISJANSHFIWKNDOWISHDJSJSIFJEKDJSHAODJJTYOEKJALSJHYNEOAKJSJFJTKSJOAJSBDIEOAOHSJDNFPROAJSHUDNTJ
⚰️ <- me
Sometimes, the bare minimum is all they've got.
Don’t even know what to say
I need whatever tf zar was on when they wrote this fic like OH my FUCKING GOD
I CANT DO THIS
IM IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS RN AND THATS THE ONLY TJING STOPPING ME FROM BREAKING DOWN RIGHT FUCKING NOW
Maybe it's the potential of what could have been that's throwing me off.
- ok so who gave Sirius the fucking mic
- WHAT
- this is her talking abt hermione and harry and how Harry would’ve been an older sibling if they’d had the time :(
"You talk like you're old," Remus says, amused.
Sirius shoots him a wry look. "I am old."
"What's that make me, then?"
"You? Oh, Moony, you're in your prime."
…..OLD COUPLE BANTER
I CANT
I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH I FORGET THIS IS A CANON COMPLIANT FIC AND I WISH THEY DIDNT DIE AND I WISH JKR DID THEM JUSTICE AND I WISH THEY GOT TO HEAL TOGETHER AND MAKE OUT LIKE THEY DESERVE TK BUT THEY CANT AND THEY DONT AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO TEAR MY SOUL OUT AND CRY AND CRY AND CRY
"Freddie Mercury was a legend," Sirius states firmly. "Some people just didn't like him because he could be…eccentric. Same thing with Bowie. There's no accounting for your uncle's taste, clearly."
HARRY LISTENING TO BOWIE AND QUEEN. HE IS MY QUEEN. OH MY FUCMING GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH SNAKJSJDHSJA
Sirius being like ‘wait u think we’re a couple’ and Harry being like ‘um, you aren’t?’
…nevermind he said ‘hug like brothers’
I shall not be forgiving Harry in the near future. WHAT THE FUCK MAN. YOU WERE ON A ROLL. AND YOU RUINED IT WITH ‘YOU HUG LIKE BROTHERS’ WTF. NOT COOL.
Remus' expression doesn't crack, but the humor in his eyes is evident, and Sirius considers sticking their tongue in his mouth right then and there, just to prove a point. See if Harry calls that brotherly. Fucking hell.
THEY SHOULDVE. THEY SHOULDVE MADE OUT RIVHG THERE AND THEN.
NOT REMUS FRIENDZONING SIRIUS GAHSBSHHAHAHAHSJSJ
SIRIUS CALLING HIM A GOOD BOY
RHEKAKAKJDKSJSJSJDJDJSJJSHS AND THEM GRINJING WHEN REMUS BLUSHED
Sirius knows for a fact that they've managed to fluster him just by how he's talking; whether it's from the good boy comment, or just their teasing look, they don't know. It doesn't really matter, because it pleases Sirius to no end anyway.
SIRIUS KNOWS HOW POWERFUL SHE IS OMG AKRJJWS
…Sirius comparing Molly and Walburga :/
THE BOGGART
WHAT THE FUCJ
THE BOGGART I CSNT I CANT I CANT I CANT I CANT I CANY I CANT I CANT I CANT I XANT I CANT
‘Padfoot is Harry’s dog’
- why
- did
- I
- sign
- up
- for
- this
ANYWAYS
That’s it for now and I’m taking healthy breaks throughout this fic cuz I don’t plan on killing myself before I finish it so it’ll be slow updates. :)
Thanks for reading
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twoidiotwriters1 · 5 years ago
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Written In The Stars XLVIII (Harry Potter xF!Oc)
A/N: I feel like I go from ‘This is just a fun fluffy chapter with a nice picnic :)’ to ‘This is a bloodbath, you will cry and you will hate me.’ That’s cool -Danny
Words: 4,444 (this is aesthetically pleasing omg)
Warnings: Corpses, blood, trauma.
Series’ Masterlist
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Chapter Seven: New Lessons.
"Hey, Harry," said Seamus Finnigan during their Potions class that Thursday morning, "have you heard? Daily Prophet this morning — they reckon Sirius Black's been sighted."
"Where?" said Harry and Ron.
"Not too far from here- It was a Muggle who saw him. 'Course, she didn't really understand. The Muggles think he's just an ordinary criminal, don't they? So she phoned the telephone hotline. By the time the Ministry of Magic got there, he was gone."
"Not too far from here..." Ron looked over at Harry and Mel. Then he caught Malfoy staring and sneered. "What, Malfoy? Need something else skinned?"
The boy had returned with his arm covered in bandages, he didn't need them of course, but no one seemed to notice. Snape forced Ron and Harry to do the hard work for him, so he was sitting on their table.
"Thinking of trying to catch Black single-handed, Potter?" He asked with a taunting smile.
"Yeah, that's right," Harry said, not really paying attention.
"Of course, if it was me," Malfoy continued quietly, "I'd have done something before now. I wouldn't be staying in school like a good boy, I'd be out there looking for him."
"Are you sure you wouldn't be crying under your bed?" Mel asked through greeted teeth.
"What are you talking about, Malfoy?" Ron frowned.
"Don't you know, Potter?" Malfoy's eyes examined his expression.
"Know what?"
"Maybe you'd rather not risk your neck," Malfoy shrugged. "Want to leave it to the dementors, do you? But if it was me, I'd want revenge. I'd hunt him down myself."
"What are you talking about?" Harry asked with a lack of patience.
"You should have finished adding your ingredients by now; this potion needs to stew before it can be drunk, so clear away while it simmers and then we'll test Longbottom's..."  Snape said to the class.
They walked over to the gargoyle sink, Harry whispering his doubts to them.
"What did Malfoy mean? Why would I want revenge on Black? He hasn't done anything to me — yet."
"He's making it up," said Ron. "He's trying to make you do something stupid..."
"Wouldn't be the first time, would it?" Mel scoffed.
"Everyone gather 'round," said Snape, he was next to Neville and Hermione's table, "and watch what happens to Longbottom's toad. If he has managed to produce a Shrinking Solution, it will shrink to a tadpole. If, as I don't doubt, he has done it wrong, his toad is likely to be poisoned."
The Gryffindors watched fearfully. The Slytherins looked excited. Snape picked up Trevor the toad in his left hand and dipped a small spoon into Neville's potion, which was now green. He trickled a few drops down Trevor's throat.
There was a moment of hushed silence, in which Trevor gulped; then there was a small pop, and Trevor the tadpole was wriggling in Snape's palm.
The Gryffindors burst into applause. Snape, looking sour, pulled a small bottle from the pocket of his robe, poured a few drops on top of Trevor, and he reappeared suddenly, fully grown.
"Five points from Gryffindor," said Snape, which wiped the smiles from every face. "I told you not to help him, Miss Granger. Class dismissed."
"Five points from Gryffindor because the potion was all right! Why didn't you lie, Hermione? You should've said Neville did it all by himself!- Where is she?"
Harry and Mel turned. Hermione was nowhere to be seen.
"She was right behind us..."
Malfoy passed them between Crabbe and Goyle. He smirked, and it took a great deal from her to not throw a shoe at his head.
"There she is," said Harry suddenly, pointing at the end of the stairs.
"How did you do that?" said Ron.
"What?" said Hermione, joining them.
"One minute you were right behind us, the next moment, you were back at the bottom of the stairs again."
"What?" Hermione looked slightly confused. "Oh — I had to go back for something. Oh no —"
A seam had split on Hermione's bag. Harry wasn't surprised; he could see that it was crammed with at least a dozen large and heavy books.
"Why are you carrying all these around with you?" Ron asked her.
"You know how many subjects I'm taking," said Hermione breathlessly. "Couldn't hold these for me, could you?"
"But —" Ron was turning over the books she had handed him, looking at the covers. "You haven't got any of these subjects today. It's only Defense Against the Dark Arts this afternoon."
"Oh yes," said Hermione vaguely, but she packed all the books back into her bag just the same. "I hope there's something good for lunch, I'm starving," she added, and she marched off toward the Great Hall.
"D'you get the feeling Hermione's not telling us something?" Ron asked Harry.
"Maybe she's just carrying them to study between classes?" Mel offered, but she didn't actually believe that what she said was the whole truth.
A student approached her, he pocked her shoulder and gave her a note.
"Professor Dumbledore told me to give you this," He told her, going away as soon as he'd said it.
"Oh?" She unfolded the note. "Oh! It's my lesson!"
"What does it say?" Ron leaned over to read, forgetting about Hermione.
"He'll meet me tonight after dinner," Mel squirmed in her place, excited. "Can't wait!"
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"Do you have any idea of what he'll be teaching us for our first class?" Hermione asked her anxiously.
Mel had told them (in utter secrecy) that Professor Lupin was sort of related to her, she didn't have to, but Ron and Hermione were her best friends along with Harry, and she wanted to be honest.
"I haven't talked to him since our first day," She tilted her head, "but I haven't heard bad things about him, so I trust he'll be good."
Professor Lupin entered the room just then, looking way better than the first night.
"Good afternoon," He said. "Would you please put all your books back in your bags. Today's will be a practical lesson. You will need only your wands."
The kids shared curious and excited looks as they obliged, wondering what the man may be planning. Once they were ready he glanced around and nodded.
"Right then, if you'd follow me."
Puzzled but interested, the class got to its feet and followed Professor Lupin out of the classroom. He led them along the deserted corridor and around a corner, where the first thing they saw was Peeves the Poltergeist, who was floating upside down in midair and stuffing the nearest keyhole with chewing gum.
Peeves didn't look up until Professor Lupin was two feet away; then he wiggled his curly-toed feet and broke into song.
"Loony, loopy Lupin," Peeves sang. "Loony, loopy Lupin, loony, loopy Lupin —"
Rude and unmanageable as he almost always was, Peeves usually showed some respect toward the teachers. Everyone looked quickly at Professor Lupin to see how he would take this; to their surprise, he was still smiling.
"I'd take that gum out of the keyhole if I were you, Peeves," he said pleasantly. "Mr. Filch won't be able to get in to his brooms." Filch was the Hogwarts caretaker, a bad-tempered, failed wizard who waged a constant war against the students and, indeed, Peeves. However, Peeves paid no attention to Professor Lupin's words, except to blow a loud wet raspberry.
Professor Lupin gave a small sigh and took out his wand.
"This is a useful little spell," he told the class over his shoulder. "Please watch closely."
He raised the wand to shoulder height, said, "Waddiwasi!" and pointed it at Peeves.
With the force of a bullet, the wad of chewing gum shot out of the keyhole and straight down Peeves's left nostril; he whirled upright and zoomed away, cursing.
"Cool, sir!" said Dean Thomas in amazement.
"Thank you, Dean," said Professor Lupin, putting his wand away again. "Shall we proceed?"
She'd only seen him do magic once or twice during her summer, but it was all domestic, little spells. This demonstration was the first thing Mel witnessed on her uncle's abilities, and she was intrigued, to say the least.
They stopped outside the staffroom and their Professor invited them in, they found Snape sitting in one of the armchairs, however, he stood up to leave.
"Possibly no one's warned you, Lupin, but this class contains Neville Longbottom. I would advise you not to entrust him with anything difficult. Not unless Miss Granger is hissing instructions in his ear."
Mel scowled at the man in front of her, she couldn't believe that such a nasty person could teach at school. Professor Lupin didn't miss a beat.
"I was hoping that Neville would assist me with the first stage of the operation," he said, "and I am sure he will perform it admirably."
"Now, then," said Professor Lupin, beckoning the class toward the end of the room, where there was nothing but an old wardrobe where the teachers kept their spare robes. As Professor Lupin went to stand next to it, the wardrobe gave a sudden wobble, banging off the wall.
"Nothing to worry about," said Professor Lupin calmly because a few people had jumped backward in alarm. "There's a boggart in there."
Most people seemed to feel that this was something to worry about. Neville gave Professor Lupin a look of pure terror, and Seamus Finnigan eyed the now rattling doorknob apprehensively.
"Boggarts like dark, enclosed spaces," said Professor Lupin. "Wardrobes, the gap beneath beds, the cupboards under sinks — I've even met one that had lodged itself in a grandfather clock. This one moved in yesterday afternoon, and I asked the headmaster if the staff would leave it to give my third years some practice.
"So, the first question we must ask ourselves is, what is a boggart?"
Hermione put up her hand.
"It's a shape-shifter," she said. "It can take the shape of whatever it thinks will frighten us most."
"Couldn't have put it better myself," said Professor Lupin, and Hermione glowed. "So the boggart sitting in the darkness within has not yet assumed a form. He does not yet know what will frighten the person on the other side of the door. Nobody knows what a boggart looks like when he is alone, but when I let him out, he will immediately become whatever each of us most fears.
"This means," said Professor Lupin, choosing to ignore Neville's small sputter of terror, "that we have a huge advantage over the boggart before we begin. Have you spotted it, Harry?"
"Er — because there are so many of us, it won't know what shape it should be?" Her friend offered.
"Precisely. It's always best to have company when you're dealing with a boggart. He becomes confused. Which should he become, a headless corpse or a flesh-eating slug? I once saw a boggart make that very mistake — tried to frighten two people at once and turned himself into half a slug. Not remotely frightening. The charm that repels a boggart is simple, yet it requires force of mind. You see, the thing that really finishes a boggart is laughter. What you need to do is force it to assume a shape that you find amusing. We will practice the charm without wands first. After me, please . . . riddikulus!"
"Riddikulus!"
"Good," said Professor Lupin. "Very good. But that was the easy part, I'm afraid. You see, the word alone is not enough. And this is where you come in, Neville."
The boy -quite bravely, if Mel would say so- stepped forward, trembling from head to toe.
"Right, Neville," said Professor Lupin. "First things first: what would you say is the thing that frightens you most in the world?"
He mumbled out something, but no one could hear.
"Didn't catch that, Neville, sorry," Professor Lupin replied, smiling politely.
"Professor Snape."
All the kids laughed, however, their Professor only nodded, deep in thought.
"Professor Snape... hmmm... Neville, I believe you live with your grandmother?"
"Er — yes. But — I don't want the boggart to turn into her either."
"No, no, you misunderstand me. I wonder, could you tell us what sort of clothes your grandmother usually wears?"
"Well... always the same hat. A tall one with a stuffed vulture on top. And a long dress... green, normally... and sometimes a fox-fur scarf."
"And a handbag?" prompted Professor Lupin.
"A big red one," said Neville.
"Right then," said Professor Lupin. "Can you picture those clothes very clearly, Neville? Can you see them in your mind's eye?"
"Yes?"
"When the boggart bursts out of this wardrobe, Neville, and sees you, it will assume the form of Professor Snape," said Lupin. "And you will raise your wand — thus — and cry 'Riddikulus' — and concentrate hard on your grandmother's clothes. If all goes well, Professor Boggart Snape will be forced into that vulture-topped hat, and that green dress, with that big red handbag."
"Oooh!" Mel exclaimed in her place, she couldn't wait to see that. And judging by the chuckles and nervous smiles of her classmates, neither could them.
"If Neville is successful, the boggart is likely to shift his attention to each of us in turn," said Professor Lupin. "I would like all of you to take a moment now to think of the thing that scares you most, and imagine how you might force it to look comical..."
Mel froze.
What was she afraid of?
The dark, perhaps- No, she didn't mind waking up at night and walking alone to the toilet. Insects? No... they were small, weak things. They couldn't hurt her...
Hurt.
She knew a thing or two about pain, there were worse things than spiders or ladies in white nightgowns and black, dirty hair. There are murderers, and death.
Death. Not hers... around her.
"Everyone ready?" said Professor Lupin.
She heard the rest of the students mumbling an agreement.
"Neville, we're going to back away," said Professor Lupin. "Let you have a clear field, all right? I'll call the next person forward... Everyone back, now, so Neville can get a clear shot —"
They all retreated, backed against the walls, leaving Neville alone beside the wardrobe. He looked pale and frightened, but he had pushed up the sleeves of his robes and was holding his wand ready.
"On the count of three, Neville," said Professor Lupin, who was pointing his own wand at the handle of the wardrobe. "One — two — three — now!"
A jet of sparks shot from the end of Professor Lupin's wand and hit the doorknob. The wardrobe burst open. Hook-nosed and menacing, Professor Snape stepped out, his eyes flashing at Neville.
Neville backed away, his wand up, mouthing wordlessly. Snape was bearing down upon him, reaching inside his robes.
"R — r — riddikulus!" squeaked Neville.
There was a noise like a whip crack. Snape stumbled; he was wearing a long, lace-trimmed dress and a towering hat topped with a moth-eaten vulture, and he was swinging a huge crimson handbag.
There was a roar of laughter; the boggart paused, confused, and Professor Lupin shouted, "Parvati! Forward!"
Parvati walked forward, her face set. Snape rounded on her. There was another crack, and where he had stood was a blood-stained, bandaged mummy; its sightless face was turned to Parvati and it began to walk toward her very slowly, dragging its feet, its stiff arms rising —
"Riddikulus!" cried Parvati.
A bandage unraveled at the mummy's feet; it became entangled, fell face forward, and its head rolled off.
"Seamus!" roared Professor Lupin.
Seamus darted past Parvati.
There she stood as the rest of the class faced their fears, and it was one of the funniest things she'd ever seen. The energy in the room was simply so full of life... And then it was her turn.
She stood above Dean's fear -a severed hand- and waited.
Crack!
Her mother laid dead on the floor- Crack! Dumbledore's corpse was in front of her- Crack! Ron's body- Crack! Hermione-
It changed so fast that she couldn't focus on what she was supposed to say.
'Say it!' She begged to herself, 'Say it before it turns into your uncle! Say it!'
Riddikulus. Riddikulus. Riddikulus...
Crack!  
Harry's eyes were staring right at her, eyes wide open in fear, but lifeless.
RIDDIKULUS!
ZAP!
Dashing blue sparks blew out of her wand and, with no warning, the boggart fell back at her feet,  this time as a rubber duck.
Professor Lupin exclaimed with wide eyes, "Miss Dumbledore... you know non-verbal spells?"
"I don't..." She was so shocked about her actions that her panic sounded like utter calmness, her eyes fixed on the duck.
"Outstanding..." Her uncle said with a strange glint in his eyes.
Mel stepped back, holding her wand tightly with both hands.
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Harry and Mel were quite uneasy after class, the former because their Professor tackled his chance with the boggart with no explanation, and her because, well, it was never easy to see your loved ones dead.
Almost all of the class had left the classroom happy and talkative, but whenever their eyes landed on her they'd go pale, not daring to talk about what they'd seen.
She understood, of course. They saw Dumbledore and several of their classmates' bodies, it wasn't exactly a sight for sore eyes. She didn't know how dark her mind could go until the boggart showed it. She got up from the Gryffindor table until most of the students were gone, Dumbledore was waiting for her at the entrance, ready for their first lesson.
"Good evening," He said gently. "Follow me, please."
She didn't speak until Dumbledore mentioned her Defense Against the Dark Arts lesson.
"Professor Lupin had the kindness to let me know that today you managed to do a non-verbal spell," He started. "Are you aware of its meaning?"
"No," She said shortly. "I'm aware that it can't be normal."
"We teach non-verbal spells to our students, most are quite capable by the time they turn sixteen," there was something else to what he was saying, "But it's a difficult thing to accomplish being so young... how old are you, if I can ask?"
"Thirteen," She mumbled, and before she could stop herself she added, "I got scared! I tried to say it but I'd never seen it so... so real. I'm sorry-"
"What you did is nothing to be sorry, my dear girl," Dumbledore smiled, "your mind focused on the spell you needed and your wand did it for you. You might feel that it was completely unplanned, but I believe you're improving."
"You really think so?" She asked.
"I assume you read the books I gave you this summer," The man stopped in front of a Gargoyle statue, looked right at it and said, "Butterbeer."
The statue moved and revealed a set of stairs, Dumbledore signaled her to go through and she obeyed. Her thoughts were soon cut short when she came face to face with a large, wooden door. Dumbledore stepped forward and opened it, he turned to smile kindly at her and say, 'Come in' before closing the door behind both of them.
She remembered Harry describing a little how the office looked, he'd been sent there last year, when people thought he was the one causing the attacks on Muggleborns. The room was welcoming and warm, full of strange objects and books that she wanted to examine more carefully. However, she was there for a reason, and they needed to start right away.
She spotted Fawkes next to the desk and her heart jumped with happiness, she was quite fond of him. Fawkes flew swiftly across the room and landed on her shoulder, gently stroking her cheek with his head.
"I have taken the liberty to ask the staff what are their thoughts on your progress as a student," Dumbledore mentioned as he walked towards a closet. "Most of them think you're promising and have no complaints..."
"Most of them?" She raised her eyebrows in surprise.
"Professor Snape, I think, holds his expectations high," Dumbledore smiled. "Do not take it as an insult, even him can be convinced of your abilities."
"Doubt it," She said under her breath, lovingly patting Fawkes.
"Please take a seat," Dumbledore pointed to the chair in front of his.
As she sat down, Fawkes went back to his place behind Dumbledore's chair.
"Tonight I want to work with your intuition," Dumbledore put two small boxes in front of her, "I think you know Professor Trelawney?"
"Yes," Mel tried to remain neutral. "I've assisted to her class."
"Very well. What I want you to do is something similar to what she asks, I want you to clear your head and feel- not think- feel, whatever these boxes may contain."
"I'm not a seer," She said quickly, having the bad feeling that she was about to fail her first lesson.
"It is not Divination," The old man soon calmed her, "it can be perceived as the same, but you won't use your mind for this bit, you'll be using your attraction to the power these boxes hold inside, and what kind of emotions you perceive."
"Oh," She frowned, unsure. "Okay, then."
"Take one of the boxes," Mel chose the one on the left, "and close your eyes, let the magic you own and the one in the box meet, take as much time as you need."
Now was not the time to let fear take the best of her, she was there to learn and she was going to learn. She took a deep breath, and sank in the loneliness of the dark behind her eyelids.
Mel knew that if she kept counting the seconds the stress would block the purpose, so she forgot about it. It could be two, three hours... she wasn't leaving that office without any results.
Then she felt it: a hard tug on her stomach and suddenly she recognized the energy, even if she hadn't seen, or heard it before. It seeped through her, blinding her for just a moment.
Light. Whatever it was inside that box was created to keep light and share it with its surroundings. She knew it, and so she told her great-uncle.
When she opened her eyes he was smiling at her.
"May I?" He pointed to the box, and she handed it over.
She blinked a few times, her eyes getting used to the illuminated room.
Dumbledore opened it and pulled out what looked like a lighter.
"This is a deluminator," He offered it back for her to hold, "it can take the sources of light from the room-"
As he explained this, Mel actioned it and suddenly they were sitting in the middle of a dark room, all the lights immediately flying to it.
"Oops," She said quietly.
She heard a low chuckle, and Dumbledore's hand gently reaching for the deluminator.
"However, it can also give it back," A soft click was heard, and the lights returned to their rightful place. "And in some cases, it can light one's path, clarify the way towards a big decision."
Mel nodded, then her hands reached the last box.
"Should I?"
Dumbledore's eyes shone in the candlelight, he had both hands in front of his face, as if he was pondering her answer, perhaps doubting her, though she didn't know why.
"Your fear..." Dumbledore replied, "you're allowed to not answer my next question if you don't wish to explain yourself... Has it always been death?"
Mel was taken by surprise, but she didn't think it was hard to answer.
"I don't think so," She played with the edge of her robes, "I don't remember having nightmares about it as a kid, not even about my dad... I think it started when, uh- well, after my first year here."
Dumbledore remained silent. Processing her answer, he nodded once.
"Harry and you have shared your own amount of adventures, and most of them had been nerve-wracking. I also know you want to protect your loved ones, you have that in common with your parents."
Mel waited for him to continue, his mind somewhere else.
"Ardent tempter, both of them. Emily wasn't patient with unkind behavior, even if she wasn't a saint herself during her school years. Matthew, on the other hand, picked his battles carefully– I believe he was pressured to do so, our family had its own fame, known for taking a few bad decisions from time to time... He tried to step away from it, to be perceived differently... I'm proud to say he succeeded."
"Sir?" Mel asked shyly. "Are you... Do you think I won't?"
Dumbledore raised his eyebrows.
"Not at all, Mel. I believe you'll become something bigger than any of us ever could. Not a lot of people know this, but the women in our family have always been stronger than any men. Unfortunately, they're also more sensitive. Dumbledore women are bound to be the ones with big sacrifices in life, but also the ones with brighter minds and stronger wills. I believe that you've inherited their power, as much as their disposal to use it for others, or in the least, to protect others with it."
That was a massive piece of information.
"I think that your fear isn't death, but to fail on what you've decided to do, which is to protect your family and keep them safe. Believe me when I tell you, dear girl, that if you follow these lessons, you won't."
Finally, a clear answer to the question she feared most. She looked down at the untouched box and held it with determination. It took her less time than expected, only because she knew exactly what it was as soon as her magic and the one inside the box mixed together.
She hated it. Not the feeling, no. She loathed the object inside, and the hatred was mutual somehow- it filled her with anguish and a bitter taste in her tongue, its magic was dark, lethal.
"Riddle's diary," She stated, her hands shaking under the weight of its energy.
She put the box on the table, as far as she could from her body.
She recognized the feeling because she'd held the book once or twice last year. Of course, last year she wasn't paying much attention, but that night, with her radar all the way up like a radio finding the clearest station, it felt contaminating, blistering to the touch.
Dumbledore didn't bother to open the box. His expression, while serious, reflected triumph.
"That's all for today." He replied calmly.
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ooc week: day four
When and how did you get into Harry Potter? the first time i ever heard the words ‘harry potter’, my grandparents had just come back from a holiday in england and i was really young. and they were like “have you heard of this book series called harry potter? it’s huge in england” and i was like “uhm no that sounds ridiculous goodbye.” then a few weeks later, it started to catch on in australia and they cut out a newspaper article for me (I WAS LIKE 7? a newspaper article???) and they showed me and they were like “this!! harry potter!” and i was like :/ okay :/ so i went and got the first book. i remember DISTINCTLY sitting in my 4th grade classroom reading the first book and everyone around me was reading it too, and i fell in love.
Favourite HP movie? Why? ommggg i never shut up about it i’m sorry but PRISONER OF AZKABAN? literally where are the oscars... grammy’s... all the awards? honestly?? that was such a huge change from the first two - i loved how much darker it felt, not just visually but in the storytelling. i love the time travel, i thought it was so clever when i read it and i loved seeing it just as much. as a kid, it was also the first time i was genuinely like “hey harry’s cute now” lol also PoA opened my eyes to werewolves and lycanthropy in general as a kid and it really gave me a love of the supernatural and dark things.
Favourite HP book? Why? PoA is my favourite book, but also? Order of the Phoenix? that book was PURE because of its glimpses into the marauders and that whole era, and i’m lowkey obsessed with the marauders. i love the insights from OotP, so i really cherish that book too.
Favourite HP character? Why? omg. honestly, i could write an essay, but remus lupin. that’s all that needs to be said. remus lupin is the hero of the hp series - he deserved better than the shitty plot that j.k gave to him. he deserved more than all the cheap werewolf allegories (his patronus was a wolf? are you kidding me? his father was named LYALL, his mother’s maiden name was HOWELL, his boggart was a MOON, i’m sorry but we get it????? he’s a werewolf???? omg????), the allegory to aids that j.k made literally gives me nightmares BUT thEN she didn’t make him queer????? you can’t just??????? use something that’s affected queer people for your metaphor? you should at least follow it up? do justice to the LGBTQ community? give them something other than a shout out once the series is finished? i’m sorry this gets me so mad but anyway, i’ve rewritten lupin in my head - he was queer, he was strong, and he didn’t die in vain (not that he should’ve ever died but that’s a rant for another day). lupin deserved more than he got tbh.
Least favourite HP character, plot, or ship (or all three)? my least favourite character is snape!!! my least favourite plot is snape’s “”””redemption”””” arc!!! my least favourite ship is snape/lily!!!!! i have no time for snape apologists omg sorry if you like him rip
What’s your favourite HP-related memory? buying the deathly hallows - we lined up with the other hundreds of people in the store and bought it and i came home and read it from start to finish. ALSO during the release of half blood prince, people at school wrote on paper “do not spoil HP for me” and walked around with them taped to their chests and backs? no one trusted ANYONE, so we were all on edge. i liked that sense of community. 
Why did you decide to start roleplaying HP-related stuff? i didn’t even know roleplaying hp was a thing until i joined my first roleplay and a friend said they were making our legacy. i was excited because harry potter was/is my biggest love, and didn’t hesitate before joining. those were the days ;~; i honestly thought nothing was cooler than roleplaying in the hp world, and tbh i still don’t think anything is better - whether that be roleplaying at hogwarts or the world beyond ;)
Most interesting part of the HP world? the greater world!!! honestly, i love rping at school, but when you think about how big the world is and how magic can take you  anywhere.... the possibilities are endless. i love learning/reading/roleplaying about apparating to countries, walking through wizarding cities, seeing the “wizarding section” of a city, going to pureblood parties in the countryside.
Your wand: it was a 12″ pear wand, i remember because i gave my wand to keller (from first OL) rip
Your patronus: i honestly have never been able to figure it out. pottermore told me it was a dragonfly but i don’t buy it. i always thought it’d be something like a sparrow. 
Your boggart (if you’re okay sharing!): me treading water in the ocean... for so many reasons. i’m not a strong swimmer, i drowned when i was a kid, and i have a huge case of thalassophobia, which is a fear of the ocean/travelling on the ocean/what’s in the ocean. basically, water. but i love sitting at the beach and watching the waves, just being in it is a huge no.
What classes would you be best at in Hogwarts? i think it’d be best at charms.
What classes would you be the worst at? omg honestly like potions or dada. 
Your favourite thing to do if you were at Hogwarts: hm going to the owlery sounds like a lot of fun, sitting by the lake, playing with the animals, the library!!!
Favourite supernatural creature from the HP world? honestly the hippogriffs blew my mind when i read about them for the first time - the way she described them as half all these creatures was so interesting. so either a hippogriff or a blast-ended skrewt - they never fail to make me laugh.
Death Eaters or the Order? death eaters are so interesting but i can’t play them well, so order members. i feel like it’s easier for me to be a good character and justify doing bad things than to be a bad character doing even badder things lol
Marauders era or Next Gen? marauders!!!! i don’t care about the next gen except for teddy.
Would you join the quidditch team or cheer from the sidelines? i’d be in the crowd because i’m not very sporty, but i think learning to fly would be a lot of fun.
If the Triwizard Tournament were allowed, would you put your name in? 100% absolutely not. the money would be great but i don’t trust my abilities that much.
Dorm life: good or bad? good, i think. it’d suck if you didn’t get along with people, but the dynamics of harry’s dorm were some of the best parts of the hogwarts books - the things they’d do after curfew, the sleeping patterns, the way people would share clothes. i’d love to create more dorm headcanons for the roleplay too.
From canon HP, who would be your favourite teacher? lupin obv but if we go with a teacher who was there more permanently... probably mcgonagall or flitwick.
If you could make J.K Rowling write another series (and write it well), would you? And if so, what would you have it focus on? listen i don’t want another cursed child fiasco but if she had to do a good job, it’d be marauders era for sure - i want the marauders at hogwarts, and i want the books to go into the wizarding war, and i want like... proper dynamics and war and the darkness of the era. i want to forget that i know how it’s going to end and be kept in suspense. every marauders era rp i’ve been in has been chasing that feeling tbh ;~;
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